The News

Arghh!!! This is the 2nd time I start my writing using that word... I cannot believe what had happened in the past 8hrs or so (starting at 12.30pm)... 1st up, after I received a news about something kinda big, I was totally disheartened...I was sad, dissapointed, angry and jealous...The question is, why must the news be before my Chemistry O level? I couldn't concentrated much on the paper because of that...I keep thinking to myself, Am I a bad person(in one way or another) that I could not even have a happy ending in life? Arggh!!!I know I need to straighten myself up but then I always keep thinking about this...Even now!!! Damn it!!!...Haiz...Can somebody just help me before I do something stupid(like just now, i bought 5 bomb bags and i threw it at myself)???